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 00:30 | 22/Nov/2008
Good-night!
 Good-Night & Sleep Tight!!!  Crispy white sheetsSatin bed-spreadsAromatic candles & pot-pourriSoft music playing alongside! Blink! The lights go offI can feel you come closer to my bodyHumming the same old tune andWhispering sweet-nothings into my ears! My struggle begins once againTo keep you at bayYou over-power me as alwaysBiting me here, bitin... more...
 22:35 | 14/Nov/2008
Tussle With A Muscle
 Tussle With A Muscle????  Foot or Brain?Grey matter or tanned reality?Uprooted or grounded?Without the foot in place, wonder where the head would land??? Strained tissue or a stress-filled nerve?A reeling head or a fractured foot?Wonder if it is easier to carry the acumen of cells than the weight of one’s body mass??? But isn’t it the little demon... more...
 16:35 | 7/Nov/2008
Sssshhhh........
 “Sshhh”….Not Another Word!!!!!!  Pent up emotions…?Tear-filled eyes…?Is this a good time…?For ‘Us’ to speak & sort this out…?“Some Other Time”….is this what you have got to say??? Cold stares…!Disconcerting glares…!What are we waiting for…?“Can we talk now?”“Leave me alone, will you?”….is this what I am going to hear again??? Tensed atmosphere…!A ... more...
 10:22 | 31/Oct/2008
Live Life
 LIVE LIFE…King-size…!!!  Little drizzles; little puddles,Life’s full of jig-jaw puzzles…!A little mucky; a little screwed up…Wishing for a rainbow; amidst cloudy skies…?Draw a Paradigm; make it Paradoxical Absurd, cynical or whimsical…!It is your Life; So feel free to lead it as you please JWho cares anyway? Whether you live or outlive the crazy m... more...
 23:33 | 18/Oct/2008
In LOve............
  In Love…with ‘LOVE’  If I were to reveal my teeny-weeny secret to you today;I hope not, you will label me ‘Insane’But I just can’t hush it under the carpet,Or hide it inside of a closet any longer…‘Coz, I am so in love with the 4 letter terminology ‘LOVE’! At the break of dawn, after a little jog & shower;When I am all set to have my break-fastI ... more...
 23:39 | 10/Oct/2008
Intezar......
  Endless Wait… A little of ‘You’ is all that I wanted;A little ‘Love’ is all that I seeked!Mirth or Myth…?Trapped in a labyrinth is my life;Having to wait endlessly for you…! You gave me nothing but tears all along;Why don’t you try & preserve these ‘pearls’ for a change?You see no reason, attributing everything to the changing season;I wish you c... more...
 21:54 | 4/Oct/2008
Sealed With A Kiss
 Sealed With A Kiss… Throbbing hearts Trembling handsLong breaths Fumbling words Words mean ‘Nothing’When silence speaks wonders! Moon-lit skyStarry nightsTime becomes ‘Idle’Emotions galoreHorses’ gallopIn my endless dreams! Dreamy eyesWet lipsFlickering lightsSilence prevailsOnly hearts beatWhen bodies go ablazeWith just a tender touch! Music play... more...
 18:39 | 25/Sep/2008
LET ME BE........
 Let Me Be…!!! Go on; be happy with your two-faced fasciaKeep playing the coveted game of pretenseThere is no stopping you; but…Let Me Be; the way I am,Plain as the nose on your face & translucent as glass;Destined to be shattered by your manhandle! Go on; be happy with your sanityAnd keep questioning the poor lunatic in meThere is no stopping you;... more...
 00:19 | 21/Sep/2008
My Search....???
Life Long Search Is Finally Over!!! In the cross-roads of life, sometime ago; I met an ‘Alien’, too familiar for words to explain;When life for me was directionless, restrained & disoriented;He showed me how a little curve can glisten, An otherwise uninspiring countenance!How unspoken words can touch the inner cords of a plagued heart…While a littl... more...
 16:49 | 12/Sep/2008
.... I AM BACK.........
 Towards A New Beginning…. Dear iLanders, As the age old proverb goes, ‘There is always a ray of light at the end of every tunnel’! Glad, to get to the end of the tunnel in a short span of time! Hmmm…a month to be precise!!! Seems like, ages though…!!!!! I was oblivious to the fact that there are so many iLanders who look forward to reading my poet... more...
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 dilip krishnan | 13:33 | 25/Oct/2008
Friends: (269)  | Interests: Reading, writing,...
Supreme Court and JNU Students’ Union ElectionsToday’s newspapers report that the Supreme Court has stayed elections to the Jawaharlal Nehru University (JNU) Students’ Union (JNUSU) that are scheduled for 3rd November 2008. The apex court has fixed the hearing for the matter now on 8th December. Besides, the court has issued notice to the vice-chan...  more...
 premraj vaneri | 11:35 | 24/Oct/2008
Friends: (12)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: Yoga/philosophy, ...
DIWALI
Again one more Diwali...happy  festive moods everywhere..We see lights, colours, sweets, gifts all around...colourful dresses... we wish near and dear ones....and sometimes Greetings Cards.. and e-mails to friends..Is Diwali ends here..????We may go little beyond beautiful colors, lights and sweets..as we see'The Lights' has its own significance.  ...  more...
 RAGHU IYER | 23:56 | 21/Nov/2008
Friends: (153)  | City: UNIVERSE  | Interests: .......
CONTAGIOUS EFFECTS OF SMILES
“I had a smile yesterday.”“But where?”“Hey, on my face! Of course!! Where do you expect me to have a smile? You dumbo!!”“ha ha ha…I thought other parts of body too have smiles!”“ha ha ha… funny!” why should I have a smile just yesterday? I had the same smile day before yesterday! And what about today? Even today I had the same smile! So the smile i...  more...
 parthasarath... | 01:20 | 15/Nov/2008
Friends: (192)  | City: Kolkata  | Interests: poetry & literature
Soiree
SoireeI watch the heads moving on the street down below,Love to see this caravan move from a distance atop!They pass and pass and pass their own way.Only commonality is loneliness in most of them! I want to be aloof now at least from the human smell,All my love remains for the sight itself of this procession.Please leave me alone, away from this mi...  more...
 AdityaDas Menon | 10:57 | 1/Oct/2008
Friends: (1227)  | City: Cochin  | Interests: Romantic Yogi
Some one tagged me.....
Joining the crowd......in the Tag Iland....Konfessioner, many thanks to the developer............ I express my sincere gratitude to Mrs Shyama Menon, who took so much pain in helping me to understand the principles of Tagging.   1. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER ?  I really doonot remb… coz I seldom watch films in theatre…..   2.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU ...  more...
 Kumar Ahuja | 12:06 | 27/Oct/2008
Friends: (453)  | City: Mumbai(Bombay)  | Interests: I luv Making Frndz..
Happy Diwali
May the light that we celebrate at Diwali show us the way and lead us on the path of peace and social harmony May this Diwali be as bright as ever. May this Diwali bring joy, health and wealth to everyone. "WISH U A VERY HAPPY DIWALI"  more...
 meena sundar | 09:19 | 12/Nov/2008
Friends: (522)  | City: Chennai  | Interests: Life
Emotions wandering…..
   Sometimes mind nags us,Consequently asking many questions,Trying to find outWhat we want…!Thinking randomlyWho ever is near us is not oursWho is not near us is not ours and…Who is ours?                    Why we worry so much?Why we think like this?Because we are social animalsCan’t we live alone…..?Even the alone word is a dim-witted word…No on...  more...
 beena john | 12:29 | 4/Nov/2008
Friends: (590)  | City: Nagpur, Kerala  | Interests: MOVIES, MUSIC, SH...
Jokes
A cabbie picks up a nun.She gets into the cab, and notices that the very handsome cab driver won’t stop staring at her.She asks him why he is staring. He replies: “I have a question to ask you, but I don’t want to offend you.”She answers, “My son, you cannot offend me. When you’re as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chan...  more...
 ramesh agnis... | 22:22 | 18/Oct/2008
Friends: (31)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: anything that soo...
My Bucket List
Hi ! Gals & Guys,It’s been a long time I haven’t connected with you. Here I’m One-Piece present with my ‘Bucket List’. What do you have to say about it ? ·        Ride in a Hot Air Balloon·        Run a Half-Marathon.·        Get Six-pack·        Learn Brail·        Finish my Auto-Biography·        Learn a Musical Instrument (Guitar)·        Go for...  more...
 sunshine | 11:16 | 19/Nov/2008
Friends: (470)  | Interests: INTERESTS IN ANY ...
BIKE RIDING IN KERALA
Some keralites have put their ingenuity into use and have devised a new way of riding bikes. BTW THE PILLION RIDER DOES NOT NEED A HELMET.  more...
 Kush A | 01:07 | 22/Nov/2008
Friends: (178)  | City: BLR  | Interests: Football, books, ...
As Man and Wife --2
Let me at this point underline a point w.r.t. these conversational poems. I am doing this because I have noticed that some readers get confyoozed, when they shouldn't. The italicized lines is the woman speaking while the rest is the man speaking. Simple! Now read...Said she: 'Remember when we began?We would every Monday and Sat...''Go out, freat ou...  more...
 The ambrosia | 17:01 | 20/Nov/2008
Friends: (515)  | City: nomansland  | Interests: ....................
words and whispers
Words of love….  ‘Who am I?’ she sighed‘The other half of my soul?’The searching spirit sighsAs words reach outHurled into the cosmosLost.She clasps the warmth to herselfSingeing the depthsOf the hunger lurking within ‘Who am I?” she breathed‘My lost hemisphere?” The circling half spheres gropedark or light has no meaningmorn and night are lost. Wh...  more...
 Ume sh | 16:20 | 19/Nov/2008
Friends: (131)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: a freak.....
31st Dec contd...
We used to live in a rented pad in Kamla Nagar (Delhi University) post our graduation and we both hailed from same place and so we shared lot of commonalities. The area is full of students as it is next to Delhi University and I had lot of friends living close by. So enjoyment is something which we never missed on and reading my blog 31st December ...  more...
 Think Tank | 23:18 | 21/Nov/2008
Friends: (690)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: Eat healthy, Thin...
First time in market
(Memories V2) First time in market... I don’t remember my age at that time, but I was very much a super-hero even then. It was also the time when I envied my friends who had got full-pants as their uniforms and curiously looked at my father driving his motorbike every evening. School was ‘the’ world of the day-time, and home a place to dream and ex...  more...
 Anonymous Hu... | 13:30 | 30/May/2008
Friends: (90)  | City: Cochin  | Interests: Life Beauty Techn...
Lateral Thinking - Kids Style
This is a list of comments from test papers, essays, etc., submitted to science and health teachers by elementary, junior high, high school, and college students: It is truly astonishing what weird science our young scholars can create under the pressures of time and grades. The spellings are the original ones. 1. H2O is hot water, and CO2 is cold ...  more...
 Black shadow | 16:38 | 27/Oct/2008
Friends: (159)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: READING
EPISODES..
EPISODES..  Episodes…..Her head was heavy with pain as she movedin the bed. Her eyes blinded by the bright day lights as she tried to open them.A faint recollection of the moments of the recent past came flooding  to her. She felt strange as never before. Everythinghad happened  unexpectedly and had adream like quality. Despite her hangover st...  more...
 Krishna Prasad | 13:41 | 22/Nov/2008
Friends: (1533)  | Interests: Reading, Writing,...
Waiting
Waiting I’m waiting in the queueWaiting for going to CRWaiting in the bank for moneyWaiting for payment in the supermarket I’m waiting in the queueWaiting for a ticket to watch a movieWaiting in a park to see a friendWaiting for a darshan at a temple I’m waiting in the queueWaiting for a medicine at medical shopWaiting in a restaurant to eat my foo...  more...
 Shweta Singh | 13:49 | 11/Nov/2008
Friends: (87)  | City: Gwalior  | Interests: Tigers and Snakes...
Long live amrica!
Long live amricaSo friends, the word is out. Finally Obama is in the office, in the highest ranking office of the world, anyone would envy his fate! And what would we be doing? I mean an amrica obsessed nation….well we would be looking for his Indian connections. If he ever tastes an Indian curry, it will be important news on several news channels ...  more...
 Aria | 20:22 | 24/Jun/2008
Friends: (94)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: poetry
Counterfeit
Pain, it’s imitation, seems to be in nature of crowna spire, a halo, here not simply to grace or embellishbut to express, to symbolize, only a measure of how narrow and cloistered my life has becomea hackneyed conception of self and yet enthralling, with whom I can share the failure of the moment and in whose rejection, I annihilate my own…  **** D...  more...
 Moe M | 22:22 | 19/Nov/2008
Friends: (329)  | City: Third Rock  | Interests: ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ -...
Con-Dom-Ed
CON-DOM-ED Do I need to say MoreAhhhhh the Rings - of Hope - wish they never pop OLD MCDonald had it down - eeeah eeeah OHHe Took Some Via Via GrowAnd lo behold his wife said OHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   The Maze  UH OH - UH OH - Time to Retreeeeeeeeeeeeat   Con-dommitt!!!!!! who snipped the tip??? #%#@%######   Wham Bam Bang Bang Bang   Viagr...  more...
 tamilini A | 12:41 | 7/Nov/2008
Friends: (63)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: An admirer of eve...
For the sake of Blogging
                               My brain appears to have gone on a leave and not an inkling of an idea for a blog anywhere in sight. But the irksome itch to post a blog is mounting. So just posting a blog for the sake of  blogging. Slowly I break the ice and emerge out of my state of high inertia and start typing or rather rambling. What else and wh...  more...
 Frozen Sun | 23:52 | 15/Oct/2008
Friends: (119)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: wasting your prec...
Ishtyle... The Frozen Way
This is the story of Frozy. How Frozy came into being…One day not long ago, I woke up sweating after I dreamed an iLand mom threatening her son saying “If you don’t study I will make you read Frozen Sun”.. “Who’s it, mom? “ “The one in iLand who no one reads and who is wasting all other’s time”.. “NOOOOOOOOOoooo.. MOoomm.. I will study.. I will stu...  more...
 soloman will... | 21:02 | 9/Sep/2008
Friends: (410)  | City: Bhopal  | Interests: koi rog jaruri ha...
Azaadi?????
Azaadi ?????Quoting Ms. Arundhati Roy, from The Outlook, "For all these years, the Indian  state, known among theknowing, as the Deep state, has done everything to subvert, suppress,represent, misrepresent, discredit, interpret, intimidate, purchase- and simplysnuff out the voices of the Kashmiri people. It has used money (lots of it),violence (lot...  more...
 Tammanna | 23:00 | 19/Nov/2008
Friends: (592)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: Music and reading
On the quilt of life
Who am I?An intricate designEmbroideredOn the quilt of lifePatches of colorful memoriesThreaded togetherAll around meI have a placeDesignatedA unique standingAmongst the patternsIf the threads that bind meSnap and loosenSurely a vacuumCreatedWill be explored By an inquisitive mindA child perhaps In futureAs he tries to sleepCovering the quiltHanded...  more...
 Jo P | 09:58 | 31/Oct/2008
Friends: (76)  | City: ...  | Interests: roots, bloody roots
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THE HEIGHT  Her heart is beatingFor this one true thingHe left in the closetOf a dark mind Keeping it there, unspoiltAnd breeding, awaitingThe warmth it knows notWell enough to get highAnd now it smells theIssey Miyake, feverish ofWanting more of this… But sweating flesh, craves the Junta of imprisonment Scratching doors to getOut of aching, of yea...  more...
 BEST FRIEND | 07:51 | 21/Nov/2008
Friends: (613)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: meeting new, inte...
Have a beautiful day
    Don't ever say that you don't have enough time. You have exactly the same number of hours in a day that were given to Helen Kellar, Louis Pasteur, Michelangelo, Mother Teresa, Leonardo Da Vinci, Thomas Jefferson and Albert Einstein.     Make best use of all the time you have. Once lost, you will never get it again ... ...         more...
 Konfessioner | 16:57 | 12/Nov/2008
Friends: (139)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: jus luvin d way l...
Main ...!!
Na bebas na lachaar hun main,vicharoon se khelti aakar hun main,kho chuke the jo prashan kahin,har us prashan ka vistaar hun main.raat ki madhim chandini mein,sitaroon se roshan lo hun main,aas pe bikhare aansuoon se ,uthte dhuen ka ehsaas hun main.Kyun dhundhte ho meri hi aankhon me jhaank ke mujhekya koi khwaab anokha hun main ?Vo sochta hai usne...  more...
 VirginatThirty | 02:03 | 14/Oct/2008
Friends: (184)  | City: Urban India  | Interests: I'm the King of W...
Stranger than Fiction
I was just changing channels randomly until something caught my eye on Sony Pix on a Monday night at 10 pm.  Perfect 10 was going on and today’s movie was “Stranger than Fiction”.  Started with a boring tax guy (Will Farrell) going about his timed boring life, and set timetable to do everything. Then the plot shifts to a crazy writer with a bad cas...  more...
 usha dhana | 17:18 | 7/Nov/2008
Friends: (28)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Reading
Taggomaniac Blag
Thought of adding new questions to TAG... felt boring to answer 30 questions... so... let's make it Blag... I know ... who am I to do that... but I know that I can ask my friends some questions... so here it is...1. What is your name?2. How many ex- were there before you settled with your better half?3. Are you a Ice-cream person or a pani puri per...  more...
 Sameera Nandi | 17:37 | 11/Nov/2008
Friends: (641)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: Live life Queensize
Just a little crush
It’s a Tuesday afternoon. The day is crawling by at snail’s pace. My cellphone is uncharacteristically quiet. No calls from friends or even the pesky tele-callers. This is by far, one of the dullest days ever! No sighting of my crush even.  Yup, it’s the same one. My crushes are usually pretty long lasting unless they turn out to be jackasses, then...  more...
 diwakar sharma | 11:52 | 29/Oct/2008
Friends: (145)  | City: Hyderabad  | Interests: Literature,music
In support of Raj Thakre
We all should support Raj Thackeray and take his initiative ahead by doing more... 1.We should teach our kids that if he is second in class, don't study harder.. just beat up the student coming first and throw him out of the school 2.Parliament should have only Delhiites as it is located in Delhi 3.Prime-minister, president and all other leaders sh...  more...
 sheela rachel | 06:45 | 22/Nov/2008
Friends: (102)  | City: kochi  | Interests: music,singing,act...
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings each morningThank you,Lord,that I can hear.There are many who are deaf.Even though I keep my eyes tightly closed against the morning light as long as possible.Thank you, Lord,that I can see.There are many who are blind.Even though I huddle in my bed and put off the effort of rising,Than...  more...
 Prototype X | 12:08 | 11/Nov/2008
Friends: (94)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: sports, music and...
The Unadulterated MAN
________________________________________ ________ Disclaimer: This post contains sexist material and all you intellectuals, take off you thinking caps cuz there is nothing for you here todayI seriously think women are the most brilliant creatures on the planet. Their brains have a far superior analyzing capability than men. If they really wanted, yo...  more...
 Arindam | 19:40 | 11/Nov/2008
Friends: (80)  | City: Thane  | Interests: Writing,Movies,No...
God
“Do you believe in God?” The question startled me. I was reading the morning news paper which was very fresh. The paper still had the, what I like to call as, ‘The Crunch Factor’. I had just woken up and was enjoying my hot Coffee and reading. Sunday mornings are always the best.The birds chirping in harmony with nature. The winter breeze and the c...  more...
 hardhitter h... | 17:38 | 4/Nov/2008
Friends: (163)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Life
URGENT !!
hi folks, some one is playing pranks here. he/she is putting messages on my friends blogs in my name !! nasty ones.. please know.. it is NOT ME !! please monitor your settings ! COMPLAIN TO REDIFF ADMIN . I DID SO !  more...
 shals | 11:56 | 17/Sep/2008
Friends: (245)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: writing, reading,...
Life goes on...
Ramya sat in the balcony with her cupper of coffee. It was so rejuvenating after the strenuous morning tasks. Her mornings were so busy, ensuring breakfasts were prepared on time; tiffins were ready, bags packed and Anuj made ready at least 2 minutes before his school bus honks at the door. Once Anuj was out next was to make sure every thing was in...  more...
 glancy gonsa... | 16:05 | 17/Nov/2008
Friends: (14)  | City: Goa  | Interests: Music, reading
Zindagi kahan se kahan le aati hai. Ek waqt tha jab hum din bhar batein kiya kartein the, aaj waqt hai, ki aap ka ek missed cal dekh ke dil ko tasalli leni padti hai..   aap ka sath tha, aab akele hai, tanhaiyon me aap se baatein kiya karte hai..  more...